*Cough cough* Its Leon o.o

hey all , been a long time since i last blogged yeah? been lazy and busy.. hmm well lots of up and downs recently , currently im out of my CCA , im feeling so mixed-emotioned and so dry with my life . i really don't know what to say , but the feeling is really killing me. i really hope it will fade away and let god take away all my burdens and my sadden thoughts.

I really hope you are the one i could trust , could put my love on , show me happiness and give me that understanding i need . And let me have a chance to show you the same too , but if happiness is found by us not being as one , then let it be done , for all i desire is happiness in your life , without a regret at all . For i have seen you from a distance , nervously wondering what i should tell you and how should i express them out too. But babe , its you.

sigh.

I'm getting pretty obvious , its you come on.

8:53 AM

Yoz UPDATE lor~ since so many people complaining.. Hmm lets see.. nowadays so busy and tired lah! next monday start hell camp liao T________T sure die~ dont miss me hor everyone =x bla bla bla.. sleep~

Yeah, i love you girl =(

I'm getting pretty obvious , its you come on.

7:52 AM

As the moonlight shines so bright at night,

Hopeless faith in my heart i cry ,

For your love burns so heartily in the soul that i hide,

O lovely girl who catches my eye,

You're the apple of my eye.

The oceans roar when they see you cry,

Hardworking aye, i know you are,

You are the role model of us all,

Speechless as i glimpse at you,

Enchanted by the grace of wonderful wonderful you.

Emo eh? lols just a poem that i just thought out =\ well i dunno if it makes any sense at all but haha.. well it does tell alot of what i feel ^^v blah blah. Peace.

Don't leave my dreams.x3

I'm getting pretty obvious , its you come on.

4:56 AM

Hellos all~ lols back to update update update!~ Wootz , today service was uber great yeah~ we had this speaker who didnt have limbs at all.. he was very cheerful despite his sickness. yeah.. i love the way he expresses his feelings out.. it really touches me deeply.. hehe ~

Love God even more~ ^^v

Today was Eugene Teo's Birthday haha. celebrated with him at expo foyer 3~ Then afew of us headed off to tampines to fellowship~ lol. so funny lah...

Come on let me show u my first picture post lol.

Jasmine and ME o.o

Me & Emo Jialin

Meijun trying to be an idiot ^^

Pig & Handsome Guy~ =D

o.O eh? whos this guy ah?

Mingyang trying to be funny again.

Jasmine Looking at her mucus infected phone.

GAY BODOH!

Haha.. Stupid people yet fun~ (: i love all of them~ woohoo~

Yea its you babe , u light up my life so bright .

I don't want you to know a thing about what i feel for ya'~

It'll just ruin everything.

I'm getting pretty obvious , its you come on.

8:59 AM

Hey all , Back to blog again. Hmm this few days have been tough on me yeah?

Firstly , yesterday during dragonboat training , everyone was feeling shagged and already injured due to some gym training or other reasons.. and teacher had to cut short.. he told us that we should take a rest and get our training attitude back before we train again. Thank God saturdays werent cut off too.. man.. after 2 days of whacking gym i kinda tore my deltoid muscle and shoulders -_- still in pain haha.. Anyway , no matter what i still must keep my fitness there.

Hmm today has also been rough, just received my project for IT Essentials.. oh well. knew it was coming too.. shoulder and deltoid still hurts though.. haha.. I WISHED THAT I COULD GO FOR THE PULAU UBIN OUTING TODAY!! DAMN~ T_T

Okay Back to doing my weights -_-

You hold a place in my heart x3

I'm getting pretty obvious , its you come on.

6:41 AM

hellos~

hmm. Yesterday's service was great~

Pastor was talking about the narrow way~

hahaha.. it was really meaningful~ ^^v

Sometimes i wonder , why am i always thinking about the same person every week? hmm.. and whenever that person comes close , my tongue just got dried up instantly ; speechless . For all those people who know me well , u know i dont shut up for no reason or remain speechless . Well , i know that person is still unaware of it , but i decide to keep it that way too (: For the further we are from each other , we safer thou shall be. Jia you for your future~

Secondly , been receiving some crappy feedbacks from people . Well after hearing them i got pretty upset due to the fact that after understanding many many principles and much more about that certain thing. they still don't wanna put their words into action , yet giving me such reasons to why they don't do it? if you ask me , i think for the long period of time , you hath LEARNED NOTHING.

But overall , i loved my week (:

You shall be the Sweet Smelling Aroma in my heart

I'm getting pretty obvious , its you come on.

1:22 AM

1) Im back Blogging
2) Will be quite lazy to blog regularly
3) Thanks a Billion geraldine for making this.
4) Im Okay with my life
5) Im f-ing pissed off right now.

They're Nothing But TROUBLE .

ITS FREAKING GETTING ON MY NERVES FOOLS.

I'm getting pretty obvious , its you come on.

9:03 AM